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I cannot leave studio. I just... cannot do it. Our last day is a week from Friday. And I cannot fathom not being here. It hurts and sends me into a panic just remembering it.

Every now and then I have these little realizations that all amount to a giant realization of holy shit, I fucking grew up because of this place and didn't realize it. I don't have crippling fear of taking risks anymore. That went away, along with most of my self esteem problems. I feel capable, which is scary, but so exhilarating.

I just don't want it to go away.

Date: 2008-04-24 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] icybright.livejournal.com
Sweetie, those things aren't going to go away just because you're leaving for a summer. Those are things you're going to keep with you, and you know it. And this isn't a place you don't get to come back to: you do get to come back, every year. There's just three months between now and then.

Don't panic. It won't go away. It's part of who you are now, all those wonderful things. Seeing you change like that, and completely become you, has been so amazing. I love that you're not afraid anymore.

You're not going to lose anyone or anything or any bit of it. But sometimes you just have to go.

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